Journal Entry 2

I'm reading over some of my notes. I saw a picture of faith and failure as the great divide. So I stared at the image and viewed it as faith, F-A-I-T-H, failure, F-A-I-L-U-R-E. The I is the deciding point. Faith, F-A-I, then T-H. Failure, F-A-I, then L-U-R-E. Like, looking at these letters, when you get to the I, that is your deciding point. What are you going to do after I? Like, I is the deciding point, the deciding person, the deciding place. The I is the crossroads in which way to go. So, like, are we lured into failure? Like, because after the I is L-U-R-E, lure. Like, are there things over here giving me thoughts of, oh, it can be like this. Oh, it could be like this to entice me to come this way. Like, that false evidence appearing real. You know, that acronym for fear that we've heard many times. Like, that's what I see on the side of failure, F-A-I-L-U-R-E. But with faith on that side, I see... When you get to that crossroads of the I, it's the T and the H. So, the T and the H. In Hebrew, it's like it's tet and het. So, it's tet. So, tet, the letter, the Hebrew letter tet, it's like surrounding something. You're surrounding something with protection. Something used to gather, to store things or cook it. But it wraps around. Like, holding you tight. And then the H is the other letter. And H is like behold or reveal or look. Or a man with raised arms. So, I don't know. It's like, on that faith side, you don't know. You just know there's some protection over there. And it can be a way of life over here. You just have to go and see.